theletters;

thepatient;

theappointment;

thereleased;

h
let it bleed.

words choked out at 10:42 pm on Wednesday, May 25, 2005


I've been in denial for too long, thinking that I can survive like a beggar with an allowance of $3 per day. Therefore, I've come to terms with my lazy brain and the scary reality that I MUST WORK. Since the holidays are over for Shinova, I will have to work because I choose not to live like a snob; without him.

And I always find myself lucky to have job opportunities coming to me effortlessly. First, Ash offered me to be his graphic designer in his newly opened Nangaro Events company. I have Isaac and Desmond for business partners along with a few other 'held such better days' boys. Second, Jann introduced me to two $9 per hour night jobs at Ipanema and some club in Serangoon Gardens. Last, Egames is still looking for people. I'll most probably reject the $9/hr jobs though the pays are 'Oh-La-La'. I certainly cannot do night jobs any longer. I'll be missing out on alot of beautiful sunlight. I might be taking up the events job, freelance though, along with the Egames job provided I can handle both without much sweat.

To hell with money. Shinova just came back from his first lesson of French and he's trying his best to impress me with his maîtrise on the phone. 'Je M'Appelle Victor' - He sounds really cute I swear.

Anyway, back to the issue of money. I need money to buy a graphic card, a Nikon camera, a black bag, a black belt, a good set of PC speakers, a Microsoft wire mouse, a G5 and of course; clothes.


Alright, seriously I don't know what's the point of me blogging when I'm always ranting. Maybe, I'll write a little more positive entry when I get my pay. Hurhur! Till then I'll leave your insecurities hanging..


This poison’s my intoxication
I broke the needle off in my skin
Pick the scabs and pick the bleeding ..

You might wanna sing..



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